Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Friday, November 11, 2022

Birthday Wishes from the Ancestors

A few years ago, I received this message from my ancestors when my birthday was approaching:

"Each year around your birthday your ancestors gather around you to bless you.

Each year is another triumph for them, and they come to give you many gifts and blessings.

Each year you've overcome challenges that you have persevered.

Each year is a blessing to be alive, and your ancestors love and support your journey.

For with each year, you are building upon another, and their legacy will continue.

Each birthday is a special one like the day you were born.

All that has created you gathers in celebration to remind you of who you are.

You were created with great love, and that love is within you.

You were made to love, and share that love with others.

Each year is an offering to expand, and grow deeper into love. Take your gifts and celebrate all that you are by giving back generously and openly.

Each year on your birthday is a point of remembrance that the world has gathered to celebrate your existence."

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

A Song for Water

Millions of raindrops coming from above
Clearing the way for all of us to love
Living, giving beings of crystal light
Returning to the earth to make things right.

Thank you raindrops.
Thank you water.
Thank you raindrops.
Thank you water!

Thank you water for all that you give us.
Thank you water for the life that fills us.
Thank you water for all that you give us.
Thank you water for the life that fills us.

Thank you water.
Thank you water.
Thank you water.
Thank you water.

Thank you water.
Thank you water. 
Thank you water.
Thank you water.

Millions of raindrops coming from above
Clearing the way for all of us to love
Living, giving beings of crystal light
Returning to the earth to make things right.

Thank you raindrops. 
Thank you water.
Thank you raindrops.
Thank you water!

Thursday, November 29, 2018

You Are Needed Here

Your gentle nature is needed here
With all the forces that arise from fear
A sweet smile or a lovely tune
Can shift the mood of any room


Art by Alicia's Infinity


Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Side by Side

Hold on to the peace
Within your soul
Know that life is full of
laughter and sorrow
and time to heal all

Tell the world about your joys
I am learning about
songs of peace and light
Oh you will see

You are one of a kind
And your spirit will know
which way to go

The world is full of posters
and signs leading to the light
Allow yourself time to shine
as you return to the source of 
who you are

Oh you are one of a kind
Let yourself see
the beauty of who you are

For songs of peace begins
with you and me

Side by side

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Where Are You From?

"Where are you from?" the questioner asks.

“I am from my mother,” I answer.

“No,” the questioner states, “No, where are you from? Where are your parents from?”

“Oh my answer does not suffice?  Let me set you right.

As I stand before you, I do not know all that you ask.  My mother was adopted and based on retold stories, this is what I know.  My mother’s mother was Irish.  Her father may be a Romanian Gypsy Jew.  Or another story includes Polish too.

Now with my father, again, the truth is not so clear.  My father’s mother was from the mountains of China.  Her mother was a Chinese Gypsy.  Her father was dark skinned, known as black.  His origin is not solid as well.  We believe his roots traces back to some part of Africa.  As for my father’s father, he was born in a place known as B.C. The story is: he was French and First Nations as known as Metis.

So based on all of these, I am of my mother can’t you see.  My birth mother is a human being.  
Therefore, I am a human being of Earth. 

I stand before you of this Earth. Like my mother and father, I am the same as you.  I am a being of Mother Earth.

Does the answer fit your needs? If not, let me be.

I will continue to say this. I am of that called Mother Earth.  I am water. I am air. I am fire and I am earth: all the same of the Mother Earth.  I am the same as you.  I am a being of Earth.

Are you confused by my answer?

Let me further clarify and unearth the truth to satisfy you for what it’s worth.

After creating my ancestral tree which came before me are at my feet. I looked to my body. I am these hands of flesh. I am these feet as to where I stand.  I am the reflection that I see in your eyes as you look at me.  I am this voice, sometimes strong and sometimes weak.  I am solid therefore I am of this Earth.

I am from Mother Earth.  I am the same as you.

Based on my skin light olive to white; based on my eyes that shift from green, gold, and brown; based on my hair that curls when soaked, I am still from the Earth.

I am from all the colours of the indigenous wheel: Red, White, Black, and Yellow.  I am of all these, therefore I claim that I originate from the Earth.

At this time I will also say that my origin is of the day: the sun that lights my way.  I am also that of the night when darkness comes to steal my sight.

I am of the Earth rooted with my feet and breath. I am seeded here as you can see.  I remain with the fact that I am of Mother Earth. I am the same as thee.

My spirit is different than yours, could that be? Yet love is within you and me.

So different is not true, we are still the same, can’t you see.  I am from my mother.  I will call her, Mother Earth.

My Father is that of the sky which is within the sparkle of my eyes; all that is seen and unseen; all that is within me.  I am from that of which dreams.”

Friday, July 31, 2015

Go With It

It was one of those regular nights as my partner and I sat down to eat dinner.  We were discussing each other's day, our past and future.  That evening, I could not settle down in my seat to enjoy our food.  He had a long day at work and he wanted to talk about it.  Yet, I was completely distracted by an impulse.  As my partner spoke, all I could feel was a pull to the kitchen.  It was annoying to both of us.  Each time he started to speak. I was being energetically pulled to the kitchen.  I explained to him, that I must figure it out.  I got up and move to the kitchen which was two feet away.  I looked around our tiny space and asked, “What is it?”  We have a steel movable table in our kitchen which we use as a preparation area.  I had to investigate this thing.  There was nothing out of the ordinary going on with this object.  I was not sure why I had to look at it.  I decided to ignore the urge to explore my curiosity. 

My partner continued to talk about his day.  He needed to be heard and although I was trying my hardest to listen I was distracted once again from his story.  My impulse to go to the kitchen was intense.  I put down my fork, and got up again to examine the object.  This time my partner gave up sharing his story.  He surrendered to my impulse to go into the kitchen again.  It was not the first time that something distracted me from eating dinner.  So he let go. 

However, I was frustrated that my intuition was taking me away from eating.  “What is it?”  I got a push to continue to look in that area.  I really did not get it.  I looked at each shelf.  There was a toaster oven that we do not use.  It was old and I did not really used one before.  I was not planning on using it any time soon.  Okay.  So there was a toaster oven.  Big deal!  There was only a bowl on the bottom shelf.  Yes, I love to bake but really, I’m eating dinner.  I’m not going to bake now.  “What is it?”  I looked at my partner and his just continued to eat his dinner.  “Naomi, it’s getting cold.” 

“Yes, I know.  But I must figure this out.”  I looked to the left of the steel table and found some dirt that I missed. Okay, I will need clean that up but I can do that after eating.  I looked to the right of the table.  There was the broom.  It is the tool to clean with.  I get that.  I gave up and sat down at the table.   “Are you finished looking?” my partner raised his eyebrow at me.  I put my head down and then looked up, “No.”  I took a deep breath, stood up, and walked back into the kitchen.

Another deep breath, I bend down to look underneath the steel table.  “Ah ha!  This is it: the white stepping stool!”  I started to laugh wholeheartedly.  “I just heard my mother say if I had one of these, I would have used it all the time with your father.”  “Tom come over here,” I waved at my partner to get up and meet me in the kitchen.  I stood on the stool and I was the same height as Tom.  We embraced and held each other tightly.  We both laughed and cried.  My mother died a few months ago and it was a relief to get that message from her.  My mom was only 5 foot 2 inches tall where my dad was 6 foot 2 inches.  It was hilarious because Tom is 6 foot 6 inches and I’m about 5 foot 7 inches.  By standing on the stool it made it easier to connect with my honey.  Our hearts were closer and both of us did not need to overstretch to hug or kiss each other. 

It was a sweet moment for us.  I knew that my mother really loved me.  She loved my father.  She loved Tom.  Even after death, she wanted to tell me to be happy and to lighten up.  Also she wanted me to see the humour in life more.  At that moment, she reminded me that sometimes, my partner needs me to be at his level too.

After we held each other, and returned to the table to finish consuming our food, my partner did admit that he needs me to connect with him deeper.  We became closer that night.  I felt a deeper love for myself, him, and my parents.   The best part is that every now and again, one of us pulls out the stool so that we can look each other in the eye and say, “Now that’s the sweet spot.”  

Experiences like this one helps me to remember to 'go with it'.  When I follow my intuition, even when it doesn't make sense.  Most of the time, I find more joy and humour in my life. It also brings me closer to those I love.  So, why not?  Just 'go with it' and experience life as it is.

Friday, July 24, 2015

Exploring Life Through Art

I haven't posted for a while.  My life seems to keep shifting and changing which is a good thing.
I am writing privately about my mother's death but I'm not ready to share openly my feelings or thoughts about it.

However, I do want to share some art that I created since last summer.  I continued to work with pencil crayons and created these two pieces.

Embryo

Cultivation

Over the months, I found working with soft pastel to be quite fun.  I allowed the colours to flow and I created this.

Dancing

I decided to try using darker colours.  I moved quickly with this piece and it formed into something I did not expect.

Couples Dance
After creating the two piece above, I try to consciously create flames.  I had no idea how it would work.  I added layers of orange, red, and yellow.  Once I stared into the flames, I saw a pair of kind eyes coming out of them.  That's why I drew eyes in the picture.  When I stared at the piece after it was done, I felt overwhelmed with emotions.  I could not look at it for the longest time.  It was too surreal.  I realized later that it was about passion with compassion, life force and love. 

Compassionate Eyes

Weeks went by and I focused on studying Life Skills Coaching. After a week of intense learning, I took time to do more art.  This was created.

Removing the Clutter

During the Fall of 2014, I attended a college program and had no time to do any personal writing or art work.  I focused on the studies where most of my writing was geared to assignments or presentations.  Of course I wrote in my journal but that's for me. 

On January 11th, 2015, my mother passed away.  At my mother's funeral, I sang a song I wrote back in 2014, "Watching Over You". (Again, this is all I want to share about mom's death at this time.)



Weeks after my mom's death, I pulled out the art supplies and went to work.  This piece took time to create.  At first, I thought I was creating a peacock yet something else emerged.

Eyes on You

At the end of the January, I was debating continuing my classes. I was not sure if it was the right direction for me.  I decided to stay on course.  I wrote in my journal during that time.  I wanted to make a tree that shown my roots and new directions.  I found that my art decided to morph into something else.  Whenever I create art, morphing art normally happens.

Untitled Piece

I have more art pieces that I created during that time but they are not completed or do I want to share them at this time.

In July, I started to do art work again, which I want to share.  I found that nature really calls out to me.  I had some amazing experiences with dragonflies and wanted to draw one.  This is what was created instead.

Rebalancing

Recently, I visited the Petroglyphs Provincial Park where I saw two feminine symbols that inspired me. This piece below is my most recent creation.


Taking Root

I'm sure there will be more to come, until time next.  Much love! 

Friday, January 10, 2014

Facebook Factor

I "friend" people on Facebook for a few reasons. 1) I met them in person. 2) a trusted friend suggested the connection and 3) I enjoyed something that they posted or commented on.

After seeing this picture below, I "friended" Christopher.

"Mitakuye Oyasin. Sunarrow."

He lived in Arizona and we never met in person nor had an in depth conversation.  We did however comment on each other's posts.  He inspired me. I became accustom to seeing his posts in my daily "news feed." When he posted that he was stepping away for awhile to meditate in the desert, it didn't faze me. That was his pattern, but this time he was away longer than normal.  When he finally returned he posted a beautiful piece of artwork with a caption that lead me to write the personal message below.


Painting of Jalaluddin Rumi

________________________________________________________________________
(Unedited messages)

February 4, 2013           10:18am

Dear Christopher,
I was wondering where you were. I saw the painting and read your post a few times. I slowly, very slowly realized what it truly means.  I never thought that meeting a friend through Facebook would have such a deep connection to my being.  We have never met but seeing only a glimpse of your being, I already care about you.  How can that be?  I thank you for sharing everything that you do with everyone on Facebook, your thoughts, feelings, art and spirit.  I’m not trying to send you a farewell message as that’s not the point of the message. But please know that even though there is distance physically either by location on the Earth or in Spirit, your connections has been made.  Much love and blessings to you and May you keep your heart a glow no matter what happens.  Love and light, Naomi  

February 4, 2013         1:44pm

Hello Naomi, thank you for sharing your thoughts, you see on a quantum level within the quantum heart we are as one. As far as my message on facebook goes many people were wondering where i went so i thought to be truthful and simply tell them, plus this is a teaching moment for us all.
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Wow.. his "life is a teaching moment."  I was also shocked that he stated I "see on a quantum level within the quantum heart we are as one."  I didn't understand what he meant.  I didn't know what to say. Yet, I kept watch as he posted daily messages of hope and love.  Again, he was an inspiration.  Unfortunately, on February 14th, 2013, his posts stopped.  Within two days, one of his close friend's tagged in a post stating that Christopher passed.  I swear, the moment it was out, his wall was covered with messages from everyone on his list.  He had friends all over the world. I wasn't the only one that felt the connection.  We all were grieving together and missed him.  I was very fortunate to know him in a virtual space. I was grateful that I wrote to him because I had to say something. We both had a heart connection.  Maybe that's what he meant by the quantum heart we are as one.

As time passed, people continued to tag him in posts.  I, then, made additional connections through him.  If he only knew. I still visit his page to view the beautiful art and his message to the world. Guess what, I peeked now and someone posted something new to honour him.

Now that's the FACEBOOK FACTOR.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Watching Over You

This healing song came to me last night.

Watching Over You

You are being
watched by loved ones.
Everybody loves to
see you smile.

Oh, watch how you feel 
when you go to sleep.
I am with you darling.
I am watching over you.
Over you.
Over you.

I am here beside you.  
I am watching over you 
with a loving eye.
Eye.


Sunday, June 23, 2013

Full Moon Blessings

Sometimes you just need to follow your heart!
 
Full Moon Blessings to you!
 
 


Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Hopes Upon Low Whispers

I have taken your sex
and created my own world.
Flowing energy deep within.
Waves of emotions and spiritual overtones,
connection to the outer planets,
vast and endless space.
Grounded by something real
this physical plane of flesh and bone,
blood and sweat.
Fear created by unknown elements.
Standing by the river banks,
watching the horizon slowly disappear.
Closing my eyes to feel the wind,
expecting this journey to last.
Carrying my hopes upon low whispers
of me saying your name.

With All My Love

I was inspired one day to create a video of flowers. 
 
With All My Love
The song is Beautiful Love by Charles Fambrough.
 
Enjoy!
 

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Even With the Distance Roads

Walking along a moonlight beam

looking for your arms to hold me.

Dreaming on a shooting star

even now, you're not so far.

 

Baby, you've made my day

saying you'll might stay.

Taking life as it comes

knowing we are still one

 

Even with the distance roads

my love for you continues to grow.

Baby, you're not by my side

but, I'll take this ride.

 

Love you now and tomorrow,

letting go of all my sorrows.

Loving you, how can I go wrong?

Knowing we are still strong.

 

Even with the distance roads

my love for you continues to grow

Baby, you're not by my side

but, I'll take this ride.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Dragonflies

Afternoon heat with sun's ray.
Dragonflies dances and sways.

Colours bounce from the flickering of wings.
They hum like the angels' sings.

Zigzag motions, highs and lows.
Why not dance with their lovely tones?




Monday, October 1, 2012

Sweetness from Above

Yesterday, I was walking along Dundas toward Jarvis, I noticed a white object in front of a red backdrop suspended in air.  At first I thought it was a spider that made its web over the middle of the road but there was nothing to attach the thread to.  It was too high in the sky.  I continued to walk along the street with my eyes gazing at the sky.  I almost bumped into two different people watching the object very slowly descend from above.  At one point, I thought I lost sight of it as it blended in with the white clouds.  I slowed my pace until I connected with it again.  Once I did I stood still and waited for it to come closer.  There it was, a small white down feather, floating toward me.  I reached out cupping my hand and this soft sweet gift from above landed in my palm.  I closed my hand I held it close to my lips and smiled.  I felt like I was kissed with golden love. I was pleased that I followed my curiosity as sweetness came to me in a gentle way.  I tucked it into my pocket and strolled down the street.  Unfortunately, throughout the day I did lose it BUT the moment was very precious for me, Such sweet blessings as I allow myself to be.


Monday, September 24, 2012

Smile Toss 2012

October is coming and the weather starts to get colder.  In the Northern Hemisphere we have turned away from the sun but that doesn't mean that our hearts needs to. 

I remember playing a game called the Smile Toss, where you would sit in a circle and one person would put a smile on his/her face.  That person would toss it to another person.  They would catch it.  They had the option of holding it for a raining day or passing it to another person. 

In the spirit of spreading joy and creating a more loving experience I'm suggesting that you attend the Smile Toss game on Facebook.  Here is the link.  Smile Toss 2012.

Feel free to share it with other people.  Share your smile and a little piece of grace with fill your spirit.


Many blessings and love!

Monday, September 10, 2012

I Miss Spreadsheets

Isn't that funny? 

Years of working with data, calculating, formulating and graphing on a daily basis.  I didn't realize that tracking figures actually brought me joy.  I love solving problems, creating solutions, tracking and debugging software.  This part of me was pushed aside for awhile. 


I also love working with people, training and empowering them. Along with the interpersonal relationships where we share and express our emotional selves stepping away from the number games and the accuracy of formulated patterns. 

I crave an understanding of the human mind, body and spirit. Our humanness and healing of the heart. To miss spreadsheets and know that along with the logical and functionality of my mind, I’m still contributing to the world of society, finding intimacy beyond the clicking of a mouse or tapping of a keyboard. 

I choose to recognize skills that embody more of my nurturing being and blend them like a sum of pieces to create a flowchart from innovation to creation and back again. A constant reconfiguration of source such as water transforming from gas to liquid to solid. A cleansing of characteristics to define and cement ideas, plans and foundations to last many lifetimes and generations. 

A teardrop for my fellow beings’ distance hearts as I try to express a virtual hug upon the screen, embedding a sense of love as they scroll through the pages. Oh spreadsheets, how do you hold a vision of humanity when you are cells within a large block? A blank canvas ... is this art?

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Sneaky Awareness! SNORT!

Have you ever had a story in your mind and you don’t know how it pans out?  I swear that’s how my life feels at the moment.  There are many factors and various challenges, but most of them feel manageable.  So, what’s the big deal?

Make a decision, right?  Sure.  I was able to quit jobs or end relationships that did not serve or support me in a spiritual way.  At this time, I feel I need to think more about others. Then I make decisions based on what others think I should do.  Oh.. I would not make a decision because the people around me will not understand. Here comes blaming others... that is the easy way out.  Okay, I will admit it. I am scared.  I am scared that I will make the wrong decision.  I do not know where this came from.  Again, I was able to "drop it like it’s hot" before so what is the big deal?

I do not have a complete plan.  I mean I have not thought about having any large dreams; like living on boat in the Caribbean or being on stage to sing for millions of people.  My dreams are more humble, more simple and sweet.  I dream of living and working in a garden of vegetables and flowers.  I see myself around animals and children.  I teach children to listen with their hearts and feel what the plants are saying.  I interpret what the signs are from the environment and ask the Earth when we can harvest food to eat.
This is a huge dream to me.  Over time, I feel that I work with the elements of the world to help bring them back into balance.  I live within a communal environment where everyone shares their labours and harvests.  All ages are welcome.  We do not send our dying to hospitals but love them to the end of their days in our “living rooms.”  Life is life, especially if you still have breath.
The other day, I went for a walk and a street called to me.  Yes, a street called to me, “come this way.”  As I walked, I saw the number 555. To me this means huge changes are occurring.  I trusted what I heard.  I strolled down the street and enjoyed the scenery.  I came upon another corner, “this way.”  This time, I did not hesitate.  A tree whispered “come closer,” it was a fruit bearing tree.  The berries were dark blue and smelt fresh and inviting.  I looked up and a squirrel was enjoying the berries.  I asked if I could have some too.  I never ate fruit directly off a tree I just met.  Of course I have had cherries at a cherry farm but I knew the fruit was safe to eat.  But from a tree I just met. 

As I touched the trunk of the small tree, I asked again, if I could eat its fruit.  I got a definite, “yes.”  The “YES” was spoken with a sweet and soft voice and held a deep mutual respect and gratitude.  I felt honoured to eat “her” fruit.  I reached up and took a small raspberry like deep blue berry.  It was ripe and from the pressure of my hand the little parts actually burst in my fingers.  The juices were bright and the smell was FAB-U-LOUS!  I could not wait to put it in my mouth.  The sweet nectar of this berry filled my mouth and my tongue rejoiced.  Oh... sweet Mary.  (I was surprised, I said that).  
I reached for another berry.  The squirrel was still eating too.  It did not seem to mind that I was there.  I examined the berry and its small clusters.  I still do not know what it was called.  I realized at that moment, the day before, my friend was serving these berries.  She took them from a tree in her yard.   I tossed another berry into my mouth.  I had to move because people were walking by.  I continued to pick and eat the fruit.
I looked at the grouping of the berries. There was a ripe one and three or four behind waiting for their turn.  I enjoyed the largest from the bottom of the tree and I could see the squirrel leaning out for the big ones at the top.  I was having a snack with a furry friend.  How delightful.  “Are you enjoying yours?” I asked.  The squirrel did not seem to respond.

I started to worry that I would eat too many and other small animals would not get them.  “Look at the ground,” whispered the tree.  At my feet was rotting fruit.  “There is plenty.”  I did not feel as bad.  I took a few more.  Each time the sweetness filled my senses I felt so much joy and love.  Why do not I feel this way with other foods?  “You have and can.”

I then remembered eating a pear that was on my kitchen table.  It was there for a while.  I really needed to eat it earlier.  I washed it and thanked the pear for staying ripe even though it was over a week old.  I ran out the door and down the stairs. I took a bite of the pear and the juices rushed my mouth.  I had to stop because it was truly sweet and dripping down my lips.  I could not believe it was a week old pear because I ate one before and it did not compare to this one.  Oh, how delicious.  My eyes rolled back as if I needed to experience this pear within another dimension.  I kissed the pear and thanked it for its life.  I felt an overwhelming sense of love and appreciation.  I continued walking along the street and bite after bite I was filled with more love and joy.  I was licking my fingers to catch all the juice.  It is true.  I felt love and joy before , what a memory to hold as I was under the deep blue berry tree.
“Thank you, sweet, dear tree,” as I licked my fingers again with the memory of the pear and juices of the berries.  I felt really special to have received your fruit and honoured by your words and love.  I took one more berry and waved goodbye to the squirrel stretched out on a branch munching away on a cluster of pure joy. 

Oh, to realize I am already moving towards my biggest dream is relaxing and comforting.  I am taking little steps towards a healthier and happier lifestyle.  Am I making a decision to do this?  Probably... but I was not aware of it before.  Awareness, it really sneaks up on you does not it? SNORT!



I just asked what they were.  "Mulberries!"  Why did not I ask the tree? Doh!

Friday, April 6, 2012

Precious Life

Precious life
starting out new
in the arms of a caregiver.

They teach us with
gentle and sweet kisses
tenderness and love.

This love - that awakens our spirit.

Creating a smile and a sense
of endless hope from within.

Hope that can shine
through the darkest of clouds.
Illustrations of light
containing multiple dimensions.

Opening of one’s soul can - change the world.

This world of everlasting relationships,
balancing on this fine thread of life.

Moments to give selflessly,
by giving completely.

Taken with cherished notions,
and deepening one’s compassion.

Friday, March 30, 2012

White Buffalo


We looked upon each other and bowed
I stepped forward as we gazed into each other’s eyes
The beauty of this majestic creature filled my spirit
It laid down and offered its life to me

Me, you give your life for me?

Yes, I give you my fur to cover and cloth you.
Yes, I give you my flesh to feed you.
Yes, I give you my spirit to walk with you.
Yes.

I can’t take your life as I feel you must live.

Understand that I offer you what you need
I offer you what I have.

I am grateful and honoured for your gift
Your life as a gift
I will cherish and pray for your spirit
I will share your gift with those around me
I will share your story so that we will remember
I will give as you have given to me

I’m not asking you to give your life
I ask that you share what you can give
All creatures are sacred
Pray for all to receive
Show gratitude for what was and is given
Remember